Client saw several past
lives with regards to her current life inability to sustain a romantic
relationship. She went back to past lives that were of a similar theme. She had
regressed to a loveless marriage in US and also a loveless marriage as a Dayak
man in Borneo . Then she saw her life as a happy young girl in England Europe in the 17th century as a homosexual man from
European royalty
“I
see a man. He reminds me of European royalty. He's wearing a suit. He’s in his
thirties. He’s
at an age where he should get married. It’s inside a palace. It’s a very big
grand palace. There are lots of people. There’s a ball. I
can see people coming.”
“This
guy is feeling impatient. He can’t wait to get away from all of this. His
mother wants to introduce him to society, but he doesn't want to know anybody
there, there are no girls that he likes there. He's just waiting for the ball
to finish. He felt that it was such a nuisance.”
“He
likes guys, there’s someone that he meets up after all this. One of the workers
in the palace. He has a good friend, a girl who knows his secret. He's gay.”
“He
really likes the guy, he can’t help himself. This boyfriend is really scared
that people would find out, but he doesn’t care, and he drinks a lot.”
“The
year is 1699. It’s a European country. I get the name Warsaw , Poland
“I
see him running from the castle. It’s icy cold. He’s running after his lover. He’s
so tormented. He just hates who he is. He can’t help himself. He's asking his
lover not to go. The lover was running away. He (the lover) is the only thing
that he feels is real. Everything else is just a facade. He tries to keep up
appearances.”
“However,
he was still forced to get married to a girl, to a princess or something. The
name of the lady that he was asked to get married sounds like Princess Madga……
‘Magdalene’. She is not very attractive. He agreed to marry this lady. He knows
that his lover and him is not going to go anywhere. So, he agreed to get
married to this princess.”
“They
are unhappy. She knows his secret. He’s so tormented. I feel so sorry for him.
They have three kids - Two boys and a girl. She keeps the kids away from him. He
loves his kids. But he is still longing for his lover. But the wife made sure
that the lover just disappeared somewhere.”
Next scene:
“He’s
on a ship. It’s like a warship. He’s going to war. They are sailing to England England England France
“It’s
like the war didn’t happen. They had some kind of secret meeting”.
“I
see three ships there - from England France Versailles
“I
can see houses by the cliff. I really like the cliffs.”
“I
was happy being on the ship. In Versailles
“I
found a nice boyfriend. I’m with a man, he has dark hair. A little short. I was
opened with my homosexuality but he wasn’t. I was just having a good time there
and I missed the place.”
End of life:
“I
became a military man. I spent most of my life in the military. I was very old.
I’m an old man. I did go back to my wife and children, but now that I'm old,
close to death, I see them but I'm a stranger to them.”
“I
had come back from a battle. I was wounded badly. A priest came and said some
prayers. He burnt some incense.”
“I
died and was buried with my sword. I didn’t have any regrets. I was happy that
I met that man that I loved in Versailles
Spirit realm:
“I
see three older men, they are wearing robes. They have books in front of them.
One doesn’t really speak. They sat at a table. Another man has white hair,
wearing a brown robe. He's looking at the books. I’m standing in front of them.
They are judging me….Telling me what I did wrong and right.”
“They told me, “Listen to your heart”. They
said that I did something good and something that was good and something that wasn’t
good. There’s one that’s very vocal. He's talking about a book. He said, “Follow
the book”.
Me:
“What book is that?”
Client:
“A book where your destiny is written from it. He said I didn’t follow some of
the things I was supposed to. So they have to send me back to learn my lesson
again. He's saying go back and learn your lesson.”
Me:
“What is the lesson that you needed to learn?”
Client:
“That I’m responsible for the consequences of my actions, that I need to go
back for learn, it’s like I never learnt the lesson. Through all these lifetimes,
I never learnt the consequences of my actions. It’s like I always did the wrong
thing.”
“He
keeps asking me to go back. He said that in my past lives, I've always caused
my family to suffer. I always caused pain to the people. They told me, “You
have to get it right this time. They said that I have to create a happy family
this time. He said if I don’t get it right this time, he can’t help me. It’s
almost like I made this mistake too many times.
“For
that life, as a young girl that got killed, they gave me happiness. They gave
me the joy of being in a good family, for having a good life. That was the
point of that life, to be happy….To experience joy of being with a good family.
To know the joy that comes from a happy family. That was the purpose of that
life. That lifetime as a Dayak, they wanted me to build responsibility. Each
lifetime, was to build something. I needed to learn what sense of
responsibility is, and after that to know what joy is.”
“The
last lifetime in Europe - that life was complicated. They tell me
that I have to find the right balance, and to listen to my heart.”
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