Past lifetime as a homosexual man from European royalty in 17th century Europe

Client saw several past lives with regards to her current life inability to sustain a romantic relationship. She went back to past lives that were of a similar theme. She had regressed to a loveless marriage in US and also a loveless marriage as a Dayak man in Borneo. Then she saw her life as a happy young girl in England who was later murdered before she could get married. Finally, to she regressed to Europe in the 17^th century as a homosexual man from European royalty

Source: http://www.gutenberg.org/files/17289/17289-h/17289-h.htm

“I see a man. He reminds me of European royalty. He's wearing a suit. He’s in his thirties. He’s at an age where he should get married. It’s inside a palace. It’s a very big grand palace. There are lots of people. There’s a ball. I can see people coming.”

“This guy is feeling impatient. He can’t wait to get away from all of this. His mother wants to introduce him to society, but he doesn't want to know anybody there, there are no girls that he likes there. He's just waiting for the ball to finish. He felt that it was such a nuisance.”

“He likes guys, there’s someone that he meets up after all this. One of the workers in the palace. He has a good friend, a girl who knows his secret. He's gay.”

“He really likes the guy, he can’t help himself. This boyfriend is really scared that people would find out, but he doesn’t care, and he drinks a lot.”

“The year is 1699. It’s a European country. I get the name Warsaw, Poland.”

“I see him running from the castle. It’s icy cold. He’s running after his lover. He’s so tormented. He just hates who he is. He can’t help himself. He's asking his lover not to go. The lover was running away. He (the lover) is the only thing that he feels is real. Everything else is just a facade. He tries to keep up appearances.”

“However, he was still forced to get married to a girl, to a princess or something. The name of the lady that he was asked to get married sounds like Princess Madga…… ‘Magdalene’. She is not very attractive. He agreed to marry this lady. He knows that his lover and him is not going to go anywhere. So, he agreed to get married to this princess.”

“They are unhappy. She knows his secret. He’s so tormented. I feel so sorry for him. They have three kids - Two boys and a girl. She keeps the kids away from him. He loves his kids. But he is still longing for his lover. But the wife made sure that the lover just disappeared somewhere.”

Next scene:

“He’s on a ship. It’s like a warship. He’s going to war. They are sailing to England. I don’t know if it’s against England or they join forces with England. He's become a good general, a good commander. I think they are going against France.”

“It’s like the war didn’t happen. They had some kind of secret meeting”.

“I see three ships there - from England, France and my ship. All three leaders are talking, trying to come to a resolution. They are at Versailles now. I don’t think a war happened”.

“I can see houses by the cliff. I really like the cliffs.”

“I was happy being on the ship. In Versailles, I could be who I wanted to be. They accepted homosexuals there. I could do what I wanted to do. I didn’t want to go back home.”

“I found a nice boyfriend. I’m with a man, he has dark hair. A little short. I was opened with my homosexuality but he wasn’t. I was just having a good time there and I missed the place.”

End of life:

“I became a military man. I spent most of my life in the military. I was very old. I’m an old man. I did go back to my wife and children, but now that I'm old, close to death, I see them but I'm a stranger to them.”                      

“I had come back from a battle. I was wounded badly. A priest came and said some prayers. He burnt some incense.”

“I died and was buried with my sword. I didn’t have any regrets. I was happy that I met that man that I loved in Versailles. I felt that he was the one that I really loved. I’ve no regrets. I’ve lived my life the way I wanted. It was almost like I was contented when I died.”

Spirit realm:

“I see three older men, they are wearing robes. They have books in front of them. One doesn’t really speak. They sat at a table. Another man has white hair, wearing a brown robe. He's looking at the books. I’m standing in front of them. They are judging me….Telling me what I did wrong and right.”

“They told me, “Listen to your heart”. They said that I did something good and something that was good and something that wasn’t good. There’s one that’s very vocal. He's talking about a book. He said, “Follow the book”.

Me: “What book is that?”

Client: “A book where your destiny is written from it. He said I didn’t follow some of the things I was supposed to. So they have to send me back to learn my lesson again. He's saying go back and learn your lesson.”

Me: “What is the lesson that you needed to learn?”

Client: “That I’m responsible for the consequences of my actions, that I need to go back for learn, it’s like I never learnt the lesson. Through all these lifetimes, I never learnt the consequences of my actions. It’s like I always did the wrong thing.”

“He keeps asking me to go back. He said that in my past lives, I've always caused my family to suffer. I always caused pain to the people. They told me, “You have to get it right this time. They said that I have to create a happy family this time. He said if I don’t get it right this time, he can’t help me. It’s almost like I made this mistake too many times.

“For that life, as a young girl that got killed, they gave me happiness. They gave me the joy of being in a good family, for having a good life. That was the point of that life, to be happy….To experience joy of being with a good family. To know the joy that comes from a happy family. That was the purpose of that life. That lifetime as a Dayak, they wanted me to build responsibility. Each lifetime, was to build something. I needed to learn what sense of responsibility is, and after that to know what joy is.”

“The last lifetime in Europe - that life was complicated. They tell me that I have to find the right balance, and to listen to my heart.”

Read about client’s other past lives here:

1) Loveless marriage in US

2) Past life as a Dayak man in Borneo

3) Past lifetime in England as a happy girl who was later murdered

Career dissatisfaction

A lawyer wanted to understand the reasons for feeling unsatisfied with her career despite having a successful career and is envied by her friends. She regressed back to a very rich lifetime in Europe. 

"There is a portrait of a man, wearing a coat. He has moustache but no hair. I’m wearing a dress that little girls wear. It is white and made of smooth cotton. I am a small girl with long, black hair, tied up with a ribbon. I’m wearing shoes on my feet. They are white in colour. I am fair skinned."

"I am on the staircase, looking at the picture. I am in a house. It is a big house, that one can walk up the stairs, with portraits hanging on the wall."

Next scene:

"I am playing in the garden. I am running around. There is a guy with me. He has black hair. He is tall. He is lying down looking at me. I’m dancing in the field, with the wind blowing my hair. I’m in my twenties. I feel carefree. I’m wearing a dress. It is white in colour. It looks like some western frock."

"I see trees in a park. I see grass and butterflies. I am just enjoying myself sitting down on the ground, hugging my legs, watching."

Next scene:

"I am in a room full of people. There’s a party going on. There are lots of people holding wine glasses. They are mingling around. I’m holding a wine glass, chatting. I am talking and laughing. I feel happy. I am wearing a dress. It is a black dress.

There is someone at the piano, playing a song. The party is held in a big house. The people are very high class, wearing tuxedo jackets. I am wearing high heel shoes, black in colour. There are diamonds on the top of the shoes. A man is proposing a toast on stage. He is giving a speech. He’s with me now in the party."

"We are walking together towards the car. It is daytime. There is a long black limo. We’re sitting at the back. The driver is in front. We are waving goodbye to the guests. We’re on the countryside road. There are trees and grass. It is an old but very beautiful countryside. I feel happy."

"We arrive at a cottage. It is a very old quaint cottage, made of brick walls. It is old fashioned with a big kitchen. We are having tea. We are in Europe."

Next scene:

"I’m now a mother to 2 little boys. I’m welcoming my husband home. He is a businessman. I’m staying in a big house. There are maids around. We are very rich. We have very classy furniture in the house. It is a big, western, classy house."

"I feel alone. I am rich but nothing to do. I feel satisfied with my life, but sometimes I feel bored."

Next scene:

"I am still in the house. I am fifty something years old. I’m just sitting around, reading a story book on the sofa. I feel alone. I don’t see anyone."

Death state

"I’m lying on the bed. There are people around me. I can see my husband and some little kids. I am sick. I was very peaceful at the moment of death. I feel peace. I see lights everywhere. The lights are just shining. I’m energy, shining brightly. I feel peaceful."

Understanding from that lifetime

"Things were very smooth in that life. Life is beautiful. A lot of people would want to be in my position (in the past life) and have no financial worries. I have everything that I needed. I feel lucky that I don’t have any financial problems in that past life. I was very well taken care of and I had everything that I needed. I was well provided for. I felt love in that lifetime. I also interacted well with people. I was very feminine, very girlish, unlike now, where I am more tomboyish and prefers wearing pants to dresses."

"My past life was very different from my present life. Now, I’ve to work very hard. I am not a lady of leisure. I have to fight for what I want. I am not living in a luxurious life, like the last time. Maybe that’s why I’m dissatisfied with my current life. I would also like to bring back my skills of being able to mix around with people, to strike up conversations and being able to socialize well."