Past life as a rich woman in England

Continued from previous post about client who wanted to find her purpose and drection for this life. 

I’m in a garden. I’m a lady wearing a hat. I’ve got brown curly hair. I’m wearing a big skirt and white blouse with laced trim on the collar. I’m walking carrying an umbrella. It’s lovely weather….Must be spring. The flowers have all bloomed. It is cool, the air smells really fresh.

Now, I’m sitting at the bench talking to my husband. He’s wearing a top hat, he’s rich. We’re rich. I recognize him as my present life husband. He is very kind. We’re just sitting and chatting on the bench, eleven o’clock in the morning. There are kids…. They are calling me “mama”. There are three boys - very cute they have got my brown hair. They are running around playing. The eldest is 11 the youngest is about 3 years old. The second one is 6 years old. The year is 1800’s in England.

End of life:

I’m dying. I’m sick. I’m very weak, lying in bed. The kids are still very young. No one knows what my illness is. I think it’s cancer. I feel very tired…very weak….Feels difficult to breathe. But I’m well taken care off by my husband. We have a maid. It’s a lovely house. We were rich. There’s a lot of beautiful things in this house, the nanny takes care of the kids now that I am sick. I’m gonna miss the kids.

I’d really like to stick around to see the kids grow up but I don’t think I will. But that’s ok. They will all be fine. I have had a good life. My husband took very good care of me.

I died very peacefully. Everyone was there. I said goodbye to everyone. It was a very blessed life.

I’m still hanging around. See my body on the bed. I’m proud of my kids. They’re strong. They are just what I had wanted them to be -- strong and controlled. My eldest is 13. He’s an amazing man. He’ll be good.

I am back home, in the light.

Understanding and lesson learnt: 

Client had a deeper understanding that she needed to work with children in her current life and to seek out underprivileged children who needs her help.

Past life as a poor but happy blacksmith in England

Continued from earlier post about client wanted to find her purpose and direction for this life: 

I’m in a room. I’m a man, lying in bed. It’s night. There’s a candle by the bed. I’m lying in bed thinking about what to do. Thinking about money…how to make ends meet. I’m 35 years old. I am a blacksmith. I make horse shoes. I’m poor….

My wife is lying beside me. She’s got blonde hair. She’s pretty. We don’t have children. I’ve got brown hair. I’m tan from working in the fire, but I’m strong and muscular. I recognize her as my current life daughter.

We don’t have kids. I feel sad about not having kids. There are other kids in the village.  I like to talk and play with them. They always come by.

My wife takes care of the home. It’s a small home. We don’t have much. We are very poor. She’s a good woman. She doesn’t ask for much. We have a very simple life. It’s a good life and we are happy together.

I’m wearing a black vest over white shirt folded ever my elbows. I’ve got short hair.

I’m in a village in England. It is the 1780s.

I don’t like the food, it’s potatoes.  I don’t like meat. Vegetables are nice. There are cows there but they are not mine. They belong to the farmers. I don’t have anything apart from the house we live in.

It is quite noisy. There are lots of kids around. There are lots of people chattering. My name is Smith. The kids come and say, “Good morning Mr Smith”. Some of the kids are really cute.

M y house is made of wood. It is quite bare. The bedroom is small. We have a bed and a small side table with a candle. There’s a basin too. My wife cooks over the fire that is made from firewood. The house is very bare.

I’m very happy. It really doesn’t matter, because we’re happy together.

End of life:

I don’t feel well. I’ve got a pain in my chest … Can’t breathe…there’s no one at home. My wife has gone out…My mouth is dry.

I’m free…out of my body. I think it was a heart attack. I was 38 years old. There was no one around.

I see a light. But I feel sad. My wife is not back. I want to hang around until she comes back. She’ll be ok. She’s a very strong woman. She saw my body. But she’s ok. She says it’s ok for me to go. She says she’ll see me again.

I’m floating. I can still see my wife. She’s living on her own.

In between life:

I’m back at the light. It’s just calm. All I was supposed to do was to work hard, be good, do good. I wished I could have taken care of my wife though. It doesn’t feel right … I shouldn’t have left her but I had to. There’s no one else here. I’m the only one. It’s calm and peaceful. It’s time for me to rest. There’s something that feels like the sun. It’s in front of me. There’s dazzlingly bright light.

I have no body. I’m just a ball. There’s more that I need to do. I’ve been told. Something to do with children….Love the children….Go back…I need to go back

(To be continued in the next post.)

Past Life Experience - Baby girl abandoned under a tree in India

Client wanted to find her purpose and direction for this life.  

I am in India. Some people are sitting around cooking something over a fire. They wear simple clothes. The men have something tied over their heads.

There is a tree – a Pipal tree. It is like a meditation tree. It’s very peaceful and very calm around the tree.

I’m not wearing anything on my feet. I’m wearing a very simple saree - nothing elaborate about it – just some prints. The saree is rusty red in colour – quite dirty. I have long hair tied in a plait. I’m in my late twenties.

There is a lady and a man near me, sitting by the fire cooking something. There are 3 of us there.

I live at the tree. I meditate there. I have nothing…. I feel like belong with the tree. That is the only tree that I see there. There is red earth on the ground - lots of pebbles. The tree is slightly raised from ground level. There’s a little mound and the tree grows from it. It is riveting. I am very happy…very contented.

It is very peaceful here. I have no need to go anywhere else. I don’t have any family. I am somewhere in northern India. I am in Rajasthan.

It is a hot day and it is the later part of the day. I drink. I feel thirsty. The woman is wearing the saree over (covering) her head.

Client moved back to an earlier event in that life:

I feel sad. My parents have given me away. They left me at the tree. I’m crying. They left me because I’m a girl. They didn’t want any more girls. I’m a year old. I’m all alone under the tree. This is my home now.

The couple took care of me. They gave me food, clothes and I live with the tree. They are old but they are kind. They are good people. I didn’t want to stay with them. I needed to stay on my own. I’m happy. I forgive my parents. I don’t know where they are. I felt abandoned. I didn’t understand. They didn’t want the burden of taking care of another girl.

That is OK. I have a good life. I have peace of mind. This is my home now. The tree is like energy. It protects me. I can feel its energy. The tree has embraced me. It keeps me safe. No harm has ever come to me because I’m protected. It’s a good place. (Client could feel the strong energy at the tree).

End of life:

I’m old. My hair is grey. The old couple is not there anymore. It’s just me. I’m all alone. It’s time to leave. I’m 78 years old. I know today is the last day. I’m ready.

I went to the stream to wash my hands feet and face. I’m going back to the tree now. I’m going to wait. It is night time. I’m lying down by the tree. I’m ready to go…..

I’ve left. I can see my body lying on my right side looks like I’m sleeping. I’m wearing a white saree. My hair is all grey. I look very peaceful.

Now, I’m just a ball of light. I’m grateful. I feel so much love for that tree…for having nurtured tree, for having loved me and for the wisdom that I have gained. There is bright light all around me. I’m just a ball of light. All I feel is love. It’s just pure white.

It feels like home. It feels right. All I need to do is radiate love. That’s what everyone else is doing. That’s what I need to do. There are some light around me. There are some of them like me. They were unwanted (in their previous lives). They had very hard lives where they were unwanted, they were abused. And they are happy to have left. And all they wanted to do was share their love but they were unappreciated. They are smaller than me. They feel like kids. The lights are little children. They are just sharing with me stories about stuff they did -- they games they played in their human forms.

What they’re telling me is they didn’t really want much. All they wanted was to be loved but no one loved them at all. They were treated just like objects. I could have been like them, but the tree took care of me. I was supposed to share the light with them to help them grow into bigger lights. It’s just me with these little lights of love. They are getting more and more. There are about 7 little lights there.

They are all sitting around me and just sending me thoughts by how their lived were. Some of them were from India. The rest I’m not sure. But they are wise. They hold no resentment. They are just joyful. It’s nice to be with them. I can feel that energy of joy and happiness.

I’m getting that I need to share with kids that are just like them. They just come and cluster around me. It is so fulfilling just to share with them. They just want to talk. Every one just wanting to talk at the same time. They are so enthusiastic, yet they are still balls of light. I feel complete. I feel a sense of purpose. This is what I need to do. I have taken the first few steps already. I know that’s what they want me to do.

There’s fun, excitement, enthusiasm, joy and love. They don’t expect much. They are just sharing. Sharing their energy is good enough. That’s what the other kids want as well.

It is time for me to go. There’s something I need to do. I need to come back to human form. I’ve got work to do. I feel good.

(To be continued in the next post.)

Going back home to another planet

Client, in her mid thirties was feeling stuck and lost and had had problem focussing on work or anything functional in life. She felt  apathetic and very reluctant to do anything constructive and was identified being in depression. She felt disconnected from the society around her and finds it hard to fit in. In her younger days, thoughts of suicide came into her mind. Below is her own written account of her experiences during her first session. 

21 March 2010

It was with a lot of difficulty that I finally could see some image. Otherwise it was mostly darkness. 

The first image I saw was of my feet. They were brown and dusty when I stepped off the cloud. The ground was dry, brown soil with brown pebbles. It felt like I was wearing shorts and a shirt made from brownish coarse cotton and they were dirty. I looked up and saw a very blur image of a village in the tropics. There was a large flat landscape. 

Selina brought me inside the village. I had the impression of a man standing and a woman sitting on the dirt floor in the village walkway. Everyone seemed very poor and depressed. There was no cheer in the village. 

She asked me to go to my house in the village. I approached a doorway of what looks like part of a very shambled hut, made of tin sheets and wood. The inside of the hut was very dark and dirty. 

I wasn’t going anywhere or able to see anything clearly here, but I could gather that I was a destitute 15-year-old.

So, Selina asked me to imagine that I’m in a dark tunnel. I should walk to the other end of the tunnel to go to another lifetime. I walked and reached the other end of the tunnel and entered a very bright place.

She asked what I could see. At first, it was just white light, then I saw my hand touching a white wall. Then, the picture filled up with the image of a room with a domed ceiling. In the middle of the domed ceiling, a very prominent and clear beam of light shone down onto the floor. There were 2 men dressed in long robes which looked like white or off white. 

One of them was standing, while another sat on a sofa at the end of the room. I was standing near the man who was not seated, but I couldn’t see his face. I could only see the face of the one sitting. He was a Caucasian with a white beard, hair, moustache and eyebrows. He had a kindly and neutral expression, and he was looking my way.

Selina told me to go speak to him, so I walked towards him and asked him, “Where am I?” 
I could not see his lips move, but a message came clearly to my mind, “This is home.” The minute I received that, tears started rolling down from my face; not in the visualisation, but in real-time, physically. I felt choked up with emotions and couldn’t stop crying. 

Selina told me to ask him to show me around the place. I did so and I could see his big hand take mine, as we floated through a white corridor. I couldn’t see any other image except of our hands held and a white corridor without lines or walls. 

When we reached the opening, I looked out from a very high point down on a flat valley. There was a curved wall by my right side where we stood. Tiny white, low buildings with flat roofs dotted the valley of green but there were no trees. There was no sky. Instead, there was a kind of shield over the valley. It didn’t seem like the planet that we lived in. 

Selina asked me to explore the place. Still holding the old man’s hand, I could see we were on a small dirt alley in the valley. The colour of the dirt was beige. I had the impression that there was some kind of agricultural activity going on at my left but I couldn’t see anything clearly. 

She urged me to ask for the name of the place. I could sense that he said something to me, but I simply couldn’t get the name. It was foreign sounding. The message couldn’t go through. 

Instead, I asked him, “Who are you?” He said, “I’m your father.” I started to cry again profusely. 

He added, “Father of all.” I couldn’t speak for the longest time because I was too choked up with tears. 

Then, Selina prompted me to ask him what my purpose on Earth is. I did so and after a long time, I got the message “To bring joy.” Yet again, I cried. 

When I stopped crying, Selina prompted the question, “How to bring joy?’ I couldn’t receive anymore images or messages, so she ended the session and it was way over time anyway. 

Throughout the entire process there were breaks in the flow of images and I was too conscious of my real-time surroundings. Towards the end, it was harder for me to stay at the place. The images kept fading away, or I kept disappearing from the place. She had to constantly bring me back to focus. 

Then came the healing part. She asked me to go somewhere I feel safe and .. i think, can heal. 

I ended up in the very same white, domed room. This time I sat right under the beam of light. It was bright but not glaring. I could look right into its centre and not hurt my eyes. The light was comforting.

Selina asked the other man there to give me some healing for the mind and body. He stood next to me and made a circular motion above my head. I was seated on the ground with knees held up to my chest, comfortably. He made some kind of gesture and I felt energy passing through me. I saw from an onlooker’s point of view a circular wave of energy pass down from my head to the ground. There was a feeling of peace and calm in the room. 

After the session, I noticed that I felt at peace and somewhat happier. Later on in the day, I noticed that I had no lower back pain even though I sat for solid 3 hours on the sofa talking to my friend. I only started feeling the back ache after I reached home later at night and even then it was very mild. On normal days the back ache is prominent and is a nagging pain irregardless of what posture I am in.

Ms. K

Ended a 10-year painful relationship

Client, W, a medical doctor in her late twenties, just ended a 10-year old painful relationship which was causing her a lot of problems and depression to the extent that she had to seek psychiatric treatment. She wanted to see what the connection with her ex-boyfriend was and whether breaking off was the best action that she had taken. 

W: It’s bright. I’m outdoors. I see light, bright light. It’s everywhere. It’s one big light. I’m inside the light. It feels comfortable. I feel like I’m floating. I’m alone with the bright light……. I’m still in the bright light. It’s all around me. I’m just wrapped up by the white light. It feels very good. Very safe….. I’ve been in this white light a long time ago. 

S: How do you look like? 
W: I’m a light as well. I’m a bright light. I’m connected to the big light. I’m smaller than the bright light. It’s everything. It’s very big. I think that there are others like me around, but I can’t feel them there. I’m encased by the big light. The light makes me feel very safe….Like I belong there.

“It’s dark. I’m indoors. I’m in a living room. There’s a fireplace there. The walls are dark. Very little light can come through…..I light up the fireplace. It’s brighter now. It’s a big living room, with couch, carpet, fireplace, heavy draperies, like an old European / Victorian setting.” 

“I am a young girl, 15 years old. I live in that house. My parents are not around. Nobody is at home. My hair is white-blond. I’m looking out from the castle. Nice green grass, fresh air. Beautiful sunny day. Peaceful day….Very nice…. I see a gardener outside.”

S: Do you go to school?
W: No, there’s no school then. I stay at home. I’m taught by somebody. I don’t know if it’s my mother or someone hired to teach about etiquette, teach about how to be a lady. I think I’ll soon be married off. My parents are looking for someone for me.

S: How do you feel about that? Are you ready to get married?
W: I think it’s something I have to face. I don’t have a choice. I’m now in the living room. There’s a painting of a scenery, above the fireplace. It’s guarded. 
That’s all. Not many paintings. There’s some candlesticks..My dad is a big man. Someone of authority. Someone very respected. My mum is a gentle woman. She wears a frock. She wears very beautiful dresses. Very gentle lady.

S: What’s your father’s occupation?
W: Father is owner of land all around. He’s the owner of a very big piece of land.
He sublets the land to farmers and the other people. He’s the owner of a very big place. He collects rent from them. That’s how he lived. I’m the only daughter, only child.

S: Has he found a man for you?
W: I don’t dare to ask. They went to find somebody. They haven’t found a suitable one. 
My mum now is my mum then. She’s very gentle, a very petite woman. She wears a medieval dress. Like in the 15th century. Very tight at the waist, then very flowy at the bottom. It’s very big at the bottom, like a round big skirt. I’m wearing something like that too, but it’s smaller. More simple. They’re still looking for somebody for me. I don’t want to go away. I just want to stay with them. I’m 15 year old now.

S: Are you of marriageable age?
W: Yes. They want to give me away. They’re discussing. They don’t know I’m there. They want to find somebody for me. They just want me to be married away. I feel so sad. I know I’ll soon be out from this place to somewhere new, with somebody I don’t know at all. I’m scared. I feel a lot of attachment to my parents. I feel so much. I’m afraid to let go. I fear the unknown. I don’t know who I’ll be with.

“They’ve found one. He’s my current life ex-boyfriend (that she broke off with). He’s a white guy, tall and strong. Come from a very rich family. They want to marry me off because he’s rich, and so I’m married off to him. In return for my hand in marriage, my dad gets some land and my dad becomes even wealthier.”

“I’m married to him now. I’m in another place. A smaller castle. He’s the owner of the place. I’m the wife.”

S: Are you happy in your marriage?
W: No. He treats me badly. He doesn’t care about me. I’m just the wife by name. I take care of the running of the place…. I the lady of the house. He doesn’t care. He goes out. He rides horses. He has fun. He’s using his inheritance, but he doesn’t work. He’s just living off his inheritance. We have no children. We’ve been married for 5 years. I’m lonely, he doesn’t care. He has his fun outside. He leaves me alone. He drinks. He finds other women. He doesn’t love me.

S: Why doesn’t he love you?
W: He was forced to marry me. It was an arranged marriage. So he doesn’t have a choice. Both our parents want us to be married to share, to have more property, to be richer.

S: Did you love him when you saw him?
W: I was smitten by him because he’s very handsome. I thought I could love him, but he doesn’t love me. I’m very sad. I took my role as a wife. He completely ignores me.

S: Does he speak to you at all?
W: Yes, he speaks to me harshly, and as little as possible. He spends his days outside as much as he could. He doesn’t want to come home….I’m so sad. I’m in my twenties. He’s almost the same age as me. But he’s having lots of fun outside.

S: How do you know he’s having lots of fun?
W: I can see it, from the way he talks when he comes back. He’s sometimes drunk, but I know he’s been with other women. He doesn’t sleep with me. I have my own room. I sleep separately from him. It’s a very sad life.

S: How long did u live this life with him? 
W: Until I die.

S: At what age did you die? 
W: 50’s

S: You’ve lived quite a long time with him. And you weren’t happy at all? 
W: Yes.”

S: Why didn’t you seek help?
W: There’s no one to turn to.

S: Did you have any children?
W: No, he doesn’t sleep with me.

W: It’s over. This life is over. I feel warm. I feel like I just want to finish this life so that I don’t want to live in such misery anymore. 

Q: How did you die?
W: Old age. 

S: In your fifties? 
W: Uh-huh. I died alone. I can see my body. I’m in a room in an old rocking chair.
My hair is white, I’m very thin. It’s very cold. I cover myself. I’m glad the time has come.

S: How do you feel leaving that life?
W: Very glad that I don’t have to live that life anymore. And I wish I don’t have to see or face him anymore.”

Conversation with the client’s higher consciousness
(There was a noticeable increase in the volume and strength of her voice)

S: What’s the connection with her current lifetime?
“The ex-boyfriend that she has been with in this life, was her husband in her previous life. He neglected her. …and she felt so miserable… and sad and lonely. In this life, he loves her more than she loves him, but he still has all the bad traits from the previous life. And she still endures it, like how she had endured in the previous life. He’s paying back for what he did to her. Instead of her loving him, and him ignoring her last time, now he loves her more than she loves him. But he also still has a very, very bad temperament. Still very bad character with a bad temper. And he still shows it to her….and she still endures it, just like the last time.” 

S: Did she do the right thing to terminate the relationship?
“She has to learn to let go, to forgive him, because of what happened in the past, how she was so sad and miserable, and she puts the blame on him for it. She has to forgive him and let go, only then she will be happy and she will find happiness. She has to understand that he is another soul. That he has his own lessons to learn. And he has his own path to take. And his bad temperament is in no way related to her. It’s just him. She has to accept that he is this way and know how to dissociate from him and to forgive him for all the hurt she has gone through in this life and the previous life, only then, can she forgive and she can let go. Only then, he will not be a big factor in her life anymore. Let him find his own path and seek his own salvation.” 

S: What is her life purpose?
“She’s here to bring light to others. She has a gift. She brings a lot of cheer and happiness. She has to find her source of her strength and energy so that she can give. She can channel it out to other people. She’s a lightworker. She comes from a higher source and she’s here in this life to give light to others and that’s why she has to serve.”

S: Which area should she be involved in? What kind of work?
“She does what she does best. She can do something that she’s good in. She finds her own gift. She’s gifted….. Use the gift well. Use the gift to bring light. She has the gift of giving joy and happiness to people. Go places that will let her give joy and happiness to people. Then she will be happy. Then she will have done her life purpose. Wherever there is place where people are sad or facing difficulties in life, and need cheer or need joy, she’s the person to give them. She will bring light to these people. She has to take care of herself as well, because she will be channeling out. So she has to feed her soul too. She has to harness the light and use it well for herself so that she can give out more but she has to learn to take care of herself too. If she doesn’t take care of herself then she won’t have the light and cannot be the source of the light to give out to people.”

S: How should she take care of herself? In what area?
“She has got to seek and align herself to her spiritual path, so that she can learn to harness the energy and the energy from the top. From the great white light that is the source of her energy and strength. She will always have to be connected to that light. Only then, will she have the strength and the infinite source to give out light. She’s got to be in touch with the big white light to seek herself spiritually. To develop herself spiritually. Only then will she have what it takes to be a light worker.”

S: And how shall she get in touch with the white light?
“Do what she’s already doing. She’s already on her path…. To be on the spiritual seeking path…. To continue the path. Seek out her own spirituality. She will eventually find the best method to seek the white light, the Great Energy. Continue what she is doing now. And continue seeking her spiritual path. She knows the way. She has intuition to know how to seek. She just has to be open to it. To go within. And not to look outside. To find herself within. To find the way. She knows the answers. Follow her intuition. Follow her path. She’s already on her path.”

S: Why did she choose to spend 10 years with him?
“She has to learn her lesson. She has to learn to let go. She wasn’t able to let go in the previous life. In this life, she was with him again to learn the lesson and to learn to let go.”

S: And she has done that already?
“Yes. And she has to learn to accept other people for what they are and to learn to forgive him for what he’s done in the past. She has to forgive him and to let go.”

S: What about her future relationships? Is there anyone suitable that will be there for her in the future, in this life?
“She’s a lightworker. She will meet many people. And she will bring joy to so many people. So many people will love her. And people will fall in love with her. But her partner would have to be a lightworker too, in order to connect spiritually. She would have a lot of people who would fall in love with her because she brings so much joy to them. And so much meaning to their lives. But the person that she will be with is someone who’s on the same path as her. Who’s also spiritually attuned to the Great Energy and who also knows his life purpose. It could be a lightworker, or some other purpose, but to serve through the white great energy as well. Someone who’s also on a spiritual path. She’ll meet the person.”

S: How soon would she meet the person? Can you give a time frame?
“The more people she meets the more chances that she will have to meet that person. There’s no time frame. It’s according to how many people she meets. Of course, she has to fulfil her purpose. She has to be a lightworker. The more she fulfils her purpose, the higher chances of her meeting another lightworker, another person on the same spiritual level.”

S: Are there any last words of advice that you would like to give?”
“Live this life with love and you love people and all the answers are within you. Just seek within for all the answers. Harness the Great White Energy, it will be the source of your strength throughout this whole life.