Client regressed to a
lifetime as a young girl in England who was so happy and excited about the thought of getting
married. However, her happiness was short-lived as she was murdered by a
psychopath who was attracted to her but knew that she wouldn’t love him. She had earlier regressed to
her past life in a loveless marriage in US and as a
Dayak man in Borneo .
Client
watched her past life from a third person point of view, like watching a movie.
This is one of the ways that a person views his/her past lives.
“I
see a lady. It feels like in England . She is wearing a
black hat. She was looking at something.”
“I’m
outdoors. It’s a little cold.” (Client can feel the cold temperature)
“I
see her walking. She’s quite young. She looks like me in the current life. She
has the same face and cheeks. She’s still young, 18 years old. She’s eager to
get married. The idea of getting married excites her. She seems like a very
happy person.”
“Seems
everything is going well for her. She has good friends,… good parents. Nice
house that she lived in. Men are interested in her. She’s funny. She laughs a
lot.”
“She’s
just so pleasant to be with. I can feel the joy in the body. She’s just happy.
She’s so optimistic about everything.”
Next scene:
“I
see this man looking at her. He’s not a nice man. He wants to do something bad.
He did something bad to her.”
“He
killed her.”
“He
liked her. But he knew she wouldn’t like him. Because he couldn’t have her, he
killed her.”
“She
had seen him before but she never really talked to him. He was just a face in a
crowd. She knew that face. It was one of the faces at the dinner table that she
would see. It was at a gathering among friends that was hosted by a group of
parents. They did this quite often. He was once of the faces at the dinner
table. From afar he would just look at her.”
I asked client to
elaborate how she was killed.
“He
followed her. She is at an alley. He closed her mouth using his hand and pulled
her. At first she was shocked, and asked, “What are you doing?””
Client
said, “I blacked out, my clothes are intact. My eyes are open. I am on the
ground. I don’t see blood. He beat me. I don’t think he used any weapon. He
just used his bare hands. He
said, as he was punching me, that I played him with his feelings, he called me
something like a dirty ……, he's just bashing me…. Like I was a tease…… Like I teased
him.”
“He
was just someone I saw. I had not spoken to him before this. I didn’t say
anything, I just wanted him to stop. I knew he was going to kill me.”
Me:
“Did you have any boyfriend at that time?”
Client:
“No, the parents were the ones who had to agree which boy was suited for me. I
didn't have anybody in particular.”
Transition to the
spirit realm:
“I
see the sky. It’s like I’m just saying a prayer, I wanted to get married, how
could I die before I got married? That was the thought in my head as I was
going to the light.
“I’m
floating up to the sky. It was very peaceful, ….just peaceful. I’m going up.
Going towards the sky. Straight up.”
Next scene:
“I’m
in a room, pacing up and down. It’s like, “How could I die? How could I die?” It’s
like I want to go back to earth.”
Me:
“How do you look like?”
Client:
“I still look like the way I did when I died. That happiness, I felt as a
person, I still feel it. The joy never left me. It’s still inside me. It’s like
I had so much to give. I can’t die yet. I’m asking to go back, doesn’t matter,
just go back.”
Client went to
another lifetime in that regression session. Read her next lifetime here:
Comment:
It is generally not scary to view a past lifetime of traumatic death, as the
client is watching it with a higher wisdom and from a third party point of
view, like watching a movie. Seeing their past lives gives clients a deeper understanding about the challenges or obstacles faced in the current life. The past lives that she regressed to in connection
to her current life inability to sustain a romantic relationship seemed to have
a pattern of loveless marriage or in this case, she died before she could get
married.
Read about client’s other past lives here: