Client went back to Greece during her first past life regression session. Below is her experience:
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"It looks like an island with many, many little islands. I’m sitting on top of a hill on one big island, overlooking the sea. There are many small islands across from me, right into the sea. It is a very sunny and breezy day. It’s really green. Way behind me, there are some vegetation. It’s like a village scene."
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"Initially
I was feeling like a boy. Now, I’m seeing myself as a man. I look like the
islanders. I’ve got curly black hair. I’m fair. I look a bit Greek. I’m in my
late twenties. I’m in a white t-shirt and a mustard coloured pants with leathery
shoes. I look a bit scruffy."
"I’m
docking a boat. I’m coming ashore and sorting out the nets from the boat. There
is nothing in the nets. There are very small boats nearby. I’m not like a
trader or fisherman who catches and sell. It’s almost like a daily part of life
for me to go out to sea, find my own catch and live by that means. I didn’t
catch anything today."
Next scene:
"I’m
in the marketplace in the village. Village people are haggling, talking. The
market has small stalls and stalls selling flowers. I’m at a stall where there’s
a woman, in her fifties, selling veggies. I’m there talking to her, not buying.
She seems to be like a mother figure. It feels as if I’m related to her. I’m
trying to explain that I didn’t get any catch. She is just going about her
business and chopping up some vegetables. I left and went on my way."
"The
houses in the village are wooden, but in the town, some houses are made of big
huge stones. I’m walking up this cobblestone lane where there are houses on
both sides but I don’t live there."
"I
live in a small wooden house nearer to the sea. It’s a small place. It’s got a
nice armchair near the fireplace. The walls are wooden walls painted blue. There
is a small kitchen to the right of the entrance. There are wooden ladles and
spoons and metal pots and pans. There is a jar of milk on the table. There is
an old fridge, with nothing much inside, only a jar of juice."
"I
live alone. There’s just one other room from the hall area and it’s my bedroom.
This bedroom has a really big bed which looks like a four poster bed. The wall
is dark green. The linen is all dark green and brown. I’m looking inside the
closet. It’s pretty sparse. I have a pair of good leather shoes in black
sitting on the shelf. Other things are folded and they look like white and
cream coloured shirts. There’s another cupboard which stores just blankets, linen
and hats."
Next scene:
"I
see a girl. She seems to be in her mid to late twenties. Her hair is coppery
straight. She’s by the dock. She’s wearing a white dress with a belt tied to
her waist. She doesn’t look European. She’s looks like a Greek Islander. She
looks at me and the expression on her face is not really happy. She looks at me
in a knowing way, as if I owed to do something for her. However, she did not
say a word. She’s just giving me this look, like expecting something. I feel
like I owe her something. She wanted me to be with her. It’s like as if saying,
“I miss you. You should have come. You should have been here.” It’s as if she’s
been there expecting me. I feel that I’ve let her down."
"I
feel love for this girl and I want to be with her. But it feels like she wants much
more than what I can give her. It looks like as if she wants to be with me and
she loves me, but I would have to come up to her expectations and to live up to
her expectations. We are in a relationship, but it feels like I have to work
really hard to actually be the man that she wants me to be. It seems like I
have to be a better person, a better provider."
Next scene:
"Surprisingly,
I actually married her. She’s wearing a simple white dress with something like lace
on her hair and a veil on her head. I’m wearing a hat and we were outside in
the garden. It is right after the wedding. Many people are celebrating. It is a
garden party. There’s a horse nearby. It looks like a happy occasion. We are talking
to each other. It’s not like a romantic movie that you see on tv where the
bride and groom are so in love. It feels festive. It’s like a celebration
between families and friends."
"There is a white building behind us. It could be a community hall. We’re all just
outside and having drinks and eating outside. Almost like an afternoon soiree
where people are celebrating. There is music…. someone is playing a ukulele. I keep
feeling that this place is Greece
Next scene:
"I
have longer hair. My hair is thicker and I even have a light beard. I’m probably
in my early thirties. We're in a field. There’s lots of green. It’s just me
walking with the dog. It's a lone house in the middle of the field. It's
bigger than the house I used to live in. It's got a patio and an alcove. It's got
a stairway coming up to it. It’s got a few windows outside."
"My
wife is in the house. She's pouring tea for me. We don't talk much. I come in
and read the newspaper. She goes off, whizzing her way in the house. It doesn’t
seem like we communicate much. It’s a small, pretty house. Where I'm
sitting, there's a small dining table. It’s all dark wood. As I go into the
hall, it’s so much brighter. Everything is painted white, brown and beige. The
chairs are brown and beige. She looks not so much older than she used to. Her
hair is all done up in a bun. She wears an apron and she’s baking in the
kitchen. We are a couple living together. We don’t have any children yet."
Next scene:
"I
see my wife wearing all black. Everyone is wearing black. There is a vehicle, it
looks like an old type of coach. It’s a dark in colour. She has her back to me.
She’s wearing a black dress and a black hat. I'm wearing a black coat. We are
all walking in one direction and there’s a casket that people are carrying
right in front. It’s a funeral. Everyone is solemn. We're not crying. I think
it’s the funeral of that woman that I met in the market. It doesn’t feel like
she’s my mother but it felt like she took care of me. There is a child with us,
a boy. He is my son. There’s a priest conducting the whole ceremony. Now are
all walking away from there."
Next scene:
"I
feel so much older. I’m sitting at the desk, with glasses on my face. My hair
is grayish. I'm being called outside by my son. He is all grown up now and
going away. I’m saying goodbye to him. He’s probably going away for a
job. He’s off with all his friends. My wife is at another part of the
house. She’s just doing her sewing by hand. Her hair is also grey. She’s got a
big shawl all around her. It feels like it’s approaching winter."
End of life:
"I
feel really really weak. I'm in bed. There’s a maid hovering near me with
a bowl of water. It is difficult to breathe. My son is there. He came back. He
came in and took a seat. I looked at him. I told my son to retrieve an heirloom.
It looks like a gold bracelet, with an amethyst-looking stone on it. I asked
him to take care of it. It feels really, really heavy."
"It
feels like old age. I have no more energy in the body. Everything feels heavy.
My wife is somewhere by the window. She looks old, but she doesn't seem to come
near me either. There doesn't seem to be any sense of regret whatsoever. I’m just
telling my son to take care of the family."
Reflection:
"I
don't have a family now, in that lifetime, I had a family, but I didn’t feel
connected to my spouse. I was connected to my son in that lifetime."
Lessons learnt:
"Life
back then could have been lived more passionately. That was what that was
missing. It was just very dull. It’s as if I go through life achieving what I
needed to do. My socio-economic standing had improved throughout that life. I
started as a fisherman and became a bit more established in the community and
able to support the family. I had a comfortable family life, but was not very
rich. Probably it’s typical of that time and that place. It doesn’t feel
like I’ve had moments that are truly happy or worth remembering. It looks Iike
I managed to live up to my wife’s expectations, but she doesn’t feel like a
very warm person. We lived together but were not so connected or so in
love. It’s not like were talking or having fun with each other. It's just a relationship
of husband and wife, where we just fulfil expectations. The only relationship I
feel is with my son. There’s a feeling of adoration, love, of wanting to
nurture this person. With my wife, there’s this disconnect."
Transition to the spirit
realm
"Everything
feels fluorescent. There’s so much light. There seem to be beings, but
they are in white shadows. I don’t feel like I have a body. It's just floating.
I feel as if I’m just passing through liquid. It’s almost like there’s a feeling
and knowingness that it’s safe and that its time to just relax. It feels really
cold though. There’s just light and beings of light. I can almost see them in
light form. They are not solid bodies…almost see through forms. It’s just
light. They feel very, very welcoming. They look like those Olympian gods
in all their cloth and finery. But it’s just light and see through. They are
saying “walk that way”. We’re walking together on a lane that leads to
somewhere. Even the path is sort of a light path. There’s a doorway that leads
to space. I'm now seeing stars and galaxies. Like a void. It’s space. Dark
space. It’s just vastness of the universe."
